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Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away) [May. 5th, 2005|03:48 am]
[mood |nostalgicnew cavity moved into my heart]
[music |Deftones]

Well... It's the end of yet another sorrowful saga of my life. Friday night I shall leave college, never to return. For six hours tonight, my room became a place for partying. I guess I didn't mind, it was kind of cool to see some of the people. I actually talked to my resident assistant for once because he came inside from a cigarrette break and decided to join our debauchery. Everyone left just in time for me to catch the end of my favorite episode of "Trigun". Haven't seen it since I was a junior in high school, but the end of that show still upsets me. Vash the Stampede is one of those heroes that just has to go through an unimaginable amount of hellacious happenings.

This will probably be my last post because I won't really have much access to the internet once I go back home. I've gone through a lot of weird experiences (all while refraining from sex and drugs, odd huh?). I've seen a lot of weird shit go down since I left the shell of high school. I've lost some friends, some of which will never be able to return. I'm farther away from my parents than ever before. And yet, through all my failures and disappointments, I can't say the last year has been entirely unenjoyable. At a time when everyone else in the world looks down on me as a waste, I have a vision of what my purpose in life is that is clearer than ever before.

Don't take shit from anybody and don't be afraid to be yourself. We can all make new beginnings and put whatever's happened behind us. The past is painful, but it all goes toward making us who we are. My misfortunes and the misfortunes of others which I have stood beside will be put to good use as I go out on my own and try to kick this world's misguided ass.

My love goes out to everyone, and I leave you all with this last bit of electronic advice. Knowing is half the battle. Yo Joe!!!!!!!!

-TR <3 WA
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2005|03:01 am]
[mood |energeticthree days]
[music |Jane's Addiction KETTLE WHISTLE]

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ...

A bit odd and socially isolated.

You couldn't care less of what others think.

And some of your beliefs are a little weird.

Like that time you thought you were Jesus.

Your Linguistic Profile:

65% General American English

15% Dixie

15% Yankee

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

You Are 50% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Your English Skills:

Grammar: 80%

Punctuation: 60%

Spelling: 40%

Vocabulary: 20%

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #3 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #4 Match: INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #5 Match: ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

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Shop smart. Shop S-Mart. [Apr. 17th, 2005|11:50 pm]
[mood |tiredcome get some]
[music |Weird Al Yankovic ~ Dare to be Stupid]

Well well well. Again we duel. Last eve was spent watching Dracula (w/Sir Anthony Hopkins and Wynona) and Ken Russell's (Tommy) Gothic. Yeah. I've since learned of an 80s Alice movie from far away lands which is supposed to be creepy to no end. The gauntlet has been dropped and I shall not deny a challenge. I'll find it this summer and add it to my ever growing collection of weird ass films.

I spent Satnight venturing through a cemetry. What can I say? Everyday is Halloween. I should probably fix that damn calendar. HA! I knew you knew I'd attempt a stupid joke of just that sort!
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I want to see the ground give away [Apr. 14th, 2005|03:48 pm]
[mood |touchedstinkfist]
[music |Tool ~ AEnema]

The puzzle of my book has finally pieced itself together. Society says "no" but my dreams say "yes" so I say "Fuck you, society." God I love thinking for myself.
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2005|11:44 pm]
[music |Siamese Dream, my best (only? one of two?) friend]

For those who doubt my hero.


Makes me realize how good we've got it.
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2005|05:20 pm]
Saw SIN CITY at 1 AM this morning. Damn fine. By far the best mainstream movie in a long while. Mickey Rourke steals the show in my opinion. Funny, "comics" are shunned and deemed childish and uncool, yet everyone goes to see movies based off them. And still they insult the comics that spawned them even as they love the movies. Goddamn USA.
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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2005|11:09 am]
That deaf, dumb, and blind kid sure plays a mean pinball.
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2005|05:21 pm]
[mood |curiousis there a new way]
[music |MegadetH]

I spent yesterday writing silly upbeat songs. Suddenly, today I'm all about the dark psyche. Oh well. I wrote the best paragraph yet of my book but it's all I've added this week. Eh, summer calls and concerts beckon.
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2005|08:02 pm]

Metalhead sensory overload. Must...see...Maiden....Sabbath....Mudvayne...Zombie...same day...grr
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2005|09:04 am]
There are clear goals in mind but no way to reach them. Love and respect is all I really want, but I'm far from getting much of either. I feel like I'm little more than a cheap novelty that's kept around so others have something to yell or laugh at. I want someone to see something I've made with my own two hands and say that it's something special. I don't have any physical skills and I admit I'm pretty stupid. Sure I like intelligent things, but I myself am not capable of creating such things. My stupid dreams of being smart enough to tell meaningful stories are gone. Just about everyone has always looked down on me and now I can see why. There's nothing I can do to add to the world.
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